May Tomorrow Never Come Poem by Nenden Suherni

I am a loser of every game
But I always go on hopping
And bet with my entire cash

I must learn that the mirage
Trick my eyes and lies to my mind
I shouldn't wager with all I have
And lose everything in one night

But the slow witted woman like me
Enjoy to suffer and happy being miserable
Thinking life is short and transitory
I prefer to live fullest for today only

I forgot and never hoped
That life should be like fireworks
Even short but it is so beautiful

Because I live in dirty alley
Stinky, humid and gray over me
I smell garbage and watch sin

The process is the only happiness
When the dream comes true
What left nothing but emptiness
Let me live to reach impossible dream
Lose everything or win the whole things