Not So Sweet Poem by Nenden Suherni

I am more human than woman
I hate to hide my wings in the cage of matrimonial
I dislike to bow my head and disparage my pride

I am more human than woman
I full my head with thoughts and ideas
Like a walking bomb ready to explode

I discovered life through bitterness and hardship
Denying, refusing the gold kiss my lips
I experience love with tears more than laugh
Beneath hatred I swallow the taste of living

I believe crying cleaned heart
Happiness only stiffened your soul
I tremble and envious of transitory heaven
But consciousness brings everything down earth

I am obviously a complicated woman
Writing the ideal love and the perfect world
Though in real life I am nothing but a loser
Ignore to enjoy and coward to fight....