Maybe I'M The Weak Link Poem by Sandra jacks

Maybe I'm not as strong as I thought I was,
maybe I'm the weak link in this whole chain,
walking around like the world was at my feet,
when actually I was balancing on it by a string,
Maybe in the end I'm not as noble as i thought i was,
waiting for my knight,
maybe I've done this all wrong,
when at one point I thought it was right,
I happened to sing my life's imperfect song,
I thought i was free from sining,
although temptation always came,
I knew what i was bringing,
to the table of abandonment and shame,
I wanted to be someone bigger,
someone the little kids could look up to,
but instead I lost all respect in one stupid night,
I did something no one thought I would do,
Perhaps I'm in more trouble,
then i thought I was,
my stupid motives got all mixed up,
now i have to act like a big girl and make it all better,
although it's not easily changed,
I still must continue on,
and fight for the right,
although i have been so very wrong.