I have never felt this way before
Crying replaces laughter
Frowns replace smiles
I am not happy anymore
A distant memory that I cannot seem to recall
Depression is my happiness
Sadness finds every corner in my head
Torment shelters my cries
This pain that I feel
It is my shell
I no longer notice that I am depressed
I just am
A smile that touches my face
Doesn’t touch my eyes
A laugh that touches my face
Doesn’t touch my soul
I have submitted to this state
This state of suffering
I give in to these feelings that were so weird
These feelings that are now my core
That are now me
I feel the pain
I am depressed
I am alone
And I embrace it
I expect it
It is me
This poem has not been translated into any other language yet.
I would like to translate this poem
wow. as i read your poem i saw myself. i cant imagen someone describes themselves so good. i tried but it never turned out that way. good one. i really like it. it defines me too.