Melancholy Fate Poem by Jor Dan

Amid this exceeding and vast darkness
I may welcome again my loneliness
Hearing every word that breaks all my bless
Hoping and wishing for my happiness

In the midst of my imagination
I see image of love and affection
It terrifies me just like erosion
It haunts me in the hue of my vision

O, this love of mine I may tell you
With this loneliness can I make it through?
I am desperate upon this only person
I’m still hoping yet she’s not my own

I said these words for I want her mine
“I love you so much” but she opposed my line
She said these words for she really hates me
“Stop all of these and let me free”

I walk alone across a lonely road
Once in my life I am ashamed like a toad
O, I can feel raindrops are falling
Now I can cry so they’ll not notice me crying

Now in my room I give, and I cry
I hold this knife I can cut myself and die
But then I have this question in my mind
Would all pasts return if I’ll give this a try?