Melt Poem by Cookie Matzii

You passing by every room,
I always take a glimpse.
I see you there moving wonderfully,
just like a total prince.
I said I didn't like you anymore,
but these facts, I just can't ignore.
I would find myself looking,
and with every glance,
I can't help but wonder,
'would you take someone like me out to a dance? '

I tried avoiding you,
and your ways.
I didn't want to ruin them,
your days.
You made it seem like you were mad.
Mad at me, I noticed,
so that made me feel very sad.
I wouldn't want for you to be mad,
especially to me.
So, with that in mind I almost cried.
But why? Why am I so affected?
I guess we'll just wait and see.
I couldn't really understand your actions,
I guess you just kind of ignored me.
And yeah, I sensed your irritation,
but other than that, no other notion.

I never thought I would be back to admit,
okay, my friends,
I'll happily submit.
'Cause these things I'm about to say,
they're weird, I swear.
To know all about them,
I'd advice you, don't dare.
It's like I like you in the morning,
in the afternoon it's gone.
In the evening it comes back
to haunt me 'till dawn.

So I got to tell you this,
You're still the center of my thoughts.
I couldn't finish my list,
'cause when I don't see you,
I get depressed.. lost.

But then you come,
your presence,
gives me joy unconsciously.
I easily notice my mood change,
turning from glum to happy.

All that I fear,
when you get near,
is that you might sense
what I've been telling my friends.

So I secretly watch you,
your every move.
I guess you'll never know I'm here,
unless I do a thing so goof.
But now I know you ain't really mad,
and with that observation I guess I'm glad.
'Cause with one hand, you grab hold of me,
I feel the tension running all over my body.
I turn away, walking slowly,
just thinking about what happened,
I realized I was smiling happily.

So I just went on walking,
didn't understand what I felt.
But as I go back to that moment,
I imagine every single detail,
and I find myself slowly melt.