Memory Or Loss Poem by Jade Parkes

As I was lying there, just lying on my bed
I remember the times that we used to have
Where we used to go, what you always said
The smiles that were made the grief that you gave
Am I even remembering right?
I cant remember if it was all truth or a lie
You told me you loved me but never face to face
You promised that you loved me, but why not say it to my face?
It does not make sense but now you are gone
And I no longer remember if I want you back or not.
Do I want you back or not?