Mi Bebe Poem by bebe alvarado

The test says positive
Tears dropp out of my eyes
The room becomes blurry
i can barely see the bathtub
How did this happen to me
but then again i know how
but i don’t know why
i could of stopped…
i could have said no
¿ Porque? i ask myself ¿Porque?
Should he know?
i should tell him
he should know what we have
i’ll tell him at lunch
i look into his dove chocolate
creamy eyes and i tell him
Josh im pregnant
my heart is beating like someone playing a drum
are u sure its mine he asks in
a nasty snarly voice?
of course its yours…you’re
my first… i answer
well then just get a damn abortion
and he leaves
how did i love him
other then his caramel skin
his soft eyes and his gorgeous face
there was no personality
no feelings
my baby is going to suffer
maybe i should have an abortion
no, no puedo
how could i kill a human creature
i would rather kill myself then make
someone else suffer
if josh doesn’t love me this baby will
GOD IS WIT ME
i luv youh mi bebe