Missing Poem by Justin DeAnda

I lay in bed not knowing what it was about you.
I think about all the times where seeing you twice a day was never enough.
Your beauty was all i needed for my blood to flow.
And without you to glance at in front of me, my heart has been rough.

I saw you the other day, but was not able to say 'Hi'.
I figured that if i kept my mouth shut, our passion and truth would also pass by.
From the way you looked at me and made me feel like i wasnt missed.
The empty whole in my mind, was soon, able to exist.

You played with my heart, but i could never tell you how.
I tried blocking my feelings, not giving them chances to allow;
allow you and i to share one last touch in a dream.
One last of these would prevent my stomach from becoming just a gleam.

I never thought that you could make me feel this way,
my feelings toward you were left, a simple betray.
I cant let you go, been saying that for years,
took me from my sadness and hid me from my fears.

Lost for words, because in my eyes were a beaut,
confused how an angel made something this cute.
Love was so far but that didnt even matter,
as if my heart my gold and slowly began to shatter.

When im alone, i always feel the pain,
without you in my life, my feeling could never retain.
I know you were the one who made my life true,
i care, i love, i need, i miss...
YOU!