Missing You Poem by Sneha Celine

You are near me but not my beside.
Looking at your smiles my tears they hide.
You look at me; but its not that romantic look,
I don't think anything is right.
Your every touch is only by accident.
Never would you like for it to be purposeful.
Its all my fault, I repent.
You know who I am; then why as a stranger am I treated?
I thought you never noticed my presence,
But when this repeated,
I knew it was your ignorance.
I came close but my words are pulled back,
Now they are piled up and tied in a sack.
To face the world; I am really bold,
But coming next to you; I go cold.
I wish to tell you what is in my heart,
But I fear everything might end before it starts.
Your lips move but never call out my name,
Your heart beats and so does mine,
But the desires are not the same.
I look at the calendar; I watch my clock,
I hear it go tick tock.
It only reminds me that; I am losing the time,
I could have spent with you,
But everyday seems the same and nothing new.
I wish my fake smiles turns into real ones,
Loads of happiness in life; tons and tons.
Its only possible with your presence;
Because you are my life's natural essence.