Mistakes Poem by Cruz Izehuatl

Mistakes I realize I've done in the past, they haunt me, all I say is 'I messed up' but do I try to fix them? I won't get nowhere without trying to fix things. But all I have now is this pencil and paper. Wish I could have more. I try to be myself but people try to change me. Don't tell me you love me the way I am if you're trying to change me. Writing all my feelings on this paper make want to burst into tears. My only way to express myself. My paper, the only one I can tell everything to without getting judged. I'm not even paying attention to rhyming, can't write this without getting this feeling inside. Is it just me or is my paper bout to end? Still writing and writing but can't get my feelings out. I feel heartbroken, like if the waves of the sea just drowned me. I need to get this feeling out. Oh please My Lord, help me get through this. I know you can do it, because you're my savior. You gave me knowledge to do my poems, now please oh please give me knowledge to get through this