Mom Poem by XX. EMO CHICK .XX MRT.

she crys
she yells
she takes my arm
she looks at the scares
she sees the new cuts
she asks 'why, is it me? ? '
'did i do something? ? '
'what could i have done to make you hurt yourself? ? '
i dont answer
i am quiet
tears in my eyes
i see her face
her concern
she is sad
she is mad
she looks disippointed
she hates me
she hates what i have become
what i have done
i ditched school...
got caught
she takes me to counciling,
doesnt trust me any more
doesnt believe a word i say
hate
lies
dispare
she cant believe a word i say
i love my mother
but...
i wonder...
does she still love me? ?