Pain, suffering, emptiness
A lone, nobody to help me,
to take the pain away, to fill the emptiness inside, to stop the suffering.
i cry out.
...
Depression, saddness
hopes, dreams
all things i have,
two things i want
...
I LOVE HIM SO MUCH,
BUT DOES HE LOVE ME? ?
DO I STILL WANT TO BE WITH HIM? ?
I HURT SO BAD,
...
When i cry myself to sleep,
I just wanna cut myself so deep
I want someone to care,
Someone who will share,
...
HE HAUNTS MY MEMORIES,
TAKES OVER MY HAPPINESS,
KILLS MY SMILE,
EVERY THOUGHT OF HIM HURTS ME,
...
Mom
she crys
she yells
she takes my arm
she looks at the scares
she sees the new cuts
she asks 'why, is it me? ? '
'did i do something? ? '
'what could i have done to make you hurt yourself? ? '
i dont answer
i am quiet
tears in my eyes
i see her face
her concern
she is sad
she is mad
she looks disippointed
she hates me
she hates what i have become
what i have done
i ditched school...
got caught
she takes me to counciling,
doesnt trust me any more
doesnt believe a word i say
hate
lies
dispare
she cant believe a word i say
i love my mother
but...
i wonder...
does she still love me? ?
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