Moments... Poem by oloko Oyindamola

Have you ever woken up
Feeling like you don't want to smile the whole day
Feeling like you have this heavy weight on your head
You feel it right there but it isn't there
You feel like you don't deserve to be happy
Not because you failed or something bad happened
But because you just feel this fear
You so much care about your future
The thought of failing makes you scared to the bone
That moment in life when you lose confidence in yourself
You ask yourself if you want to stop here or go ahead
That moment when you want to cry so hard
You just want to be left alone
That moment of unexplainable pains
Maybe also few regrets
Moments when you need a NobodySomebody
But all you can think of is who to trust
You look around you and you feel with so much up and downs
So much on your head and it's not increasing in size
Those moments when all you can do is sit and day dream
Day dream of a beautiful moment that you fear
Might only exist in your thoughts
Moment you know you have so much to do
And you feel you haven't even started or no where you are
Though you still go down your knees and pray
But a little part of you even doesn't have confidence in it
Moments you suddenly realize you've stop being you
And you really just want to be back to being yourself
Those lonely, sad moments,
When those tears flow profusely
And you don't even want it to stop
Moments...
There is growth as long as you live
And as long as there is growth there are challenges
It could seems like yours is the biggest
But in situations like that you tend to look down
Look down for those who even in worse situation
If you see smiles on their face
Then who are you to cry?
It's very true that the positive side of life
Might not be drawn to you presently
But you much never let your situation ever ever define you
You define the situation, you own your life
So,
Admits all pain Smile
Admits all Sorrow Laugh
You have to act,
Act with an open heart
Do what you think is right for you
Fight for what you think you deserve
Never let people take advantage of you
If you ever find someone who wants to hear you out
Run to them and never feel bad
Because people who really want to hear others problems are rear
Everyone's is busy with there's
You don't have to have lot of people
Just have few you can trust
Try to most importantly take life very simple
Smile, you feel warmer
Sleep, you forget the worries
Always remember never to disappoint those who look up to you
It makes you stronger
And most importantly
Love yourself enough never to see yourself Sad.