Morbid Ambition Ii: Re-Defined Poem by Kctony Xtopher Nkwocha

Really, my determination is diminished
It has becoming a playing mat
My escalated emotion in most negative
My pride, failure has take for a ride
Mild visions of future successes linger
But why has my abenitio been seconded?
Yes! I relapsed, but should still in control be
Assailed to a strange world, I prowl
Scribbling this, I lack diction
Nothing denotes or connotes what I feel
Seal on the crux is “disillusioned”
“Anti-armament” for zeal my kill
Divinity’s help resort I to sort me-
Put me out of this factorial opprobrium
Disequilibrium unable to homeostat…

Hush! Nothing esoteric is in occurrence
Diseased though my public striving
My determination undertow is pushing
I am to recover the clove of my demeanor
My interactional health once again bubble
My being pliant and supple, letting go of the anti-couple.