My Angel Poem by Ahmed Elbadri

You are always told that u are loved
People tell you your not alone
Yet I feel alone and not loved

With every power in my body I contain my sadness like a pandorica
I don't let them out cuz if I did that will cause a nuclear explosion of sadness
Such sadness that will make the toughest of mothers to shed a tear

You never really know how other feel about you
You can only go by what they say
How do you trust a person that is capable of lying to protect you

Your true friends and loved ones are the ones hiding in plain site
Like a guardian angel protecting you from a far
They only appear in time of sorry and danger

When my angel does come for me I will turn them away
How do you call your self my friend and you don't even know me
How do you say you love me when you don't show it

No! My angel will be the angel of death
Cuz that's the only angel that knows my pain
And the only angel that can help me and free me