My Baby Maisy Poem by charisse hampshire

I remember when i first held you, i remember the first time you smiled, i remember the first time you laughed, i remember the first time you cried. i dont remember your favourite food, i dont remember your first sentence, i dont remember your favourite book or your first day of school... i know i should explain myself but its to hard, the day they took you from me was the day that i died. i was here in my body form but in my mind i was to be no more. they tore you from me like bambie and his momma dear, i am no more i am just here. i have no reason in life, everyday it hurts. i cant bare to get out of bed everyday, just to realise your not here it feels like a curse. everyday i stare at your picture hanging on my wall and i wish i did it differently than i had before. my heart feels empty knowing i wont hold you close again and knowing i will never hear you chuckle as i chase you round the room, playing hide and seek or reading bedtime stories to you,
i love you maisy moo and i always will do.