I said okay because your always playing with my feelings. I don't know anything about you when your not around me. You talk a good game, but your actions tend to contradict Ur speech. I call you at night and you don't answer, maybe your sleep...idk, but from what's apparent is that I'm not the one you want. I tried to stick around for you, but you treat me like I'm just past time. I don't think u understand that I have feelings and needs that you must be incapable of meeting. I won't allow myself to fall for this any longer. I'm getting older and growing lonelier by the minute. But for what? I could have Almost anybody I want. I'm saying all that to say that I deserve better then what you've given me. I hope you'll find happiness in the person your with now. Maybe I'll find someone to be honest with me, and someone that's willing to protect my heart for a change. I really need it!
Thursday, October 18, 2012