My Deepest Poem by Chanda Robinson

I try to put the pieces together, try to hide all the pain but at times it gets too hard to breathe, where i feel like im going insane.
The pain is at times to much to bear, to much to handle its just not fair,
What must I have done to deserve these thoughts that run in my head,
the ones that try to get the best of me?
I cant help but sit and think, of how life would be without me,
how can i keep strong and go on, and fight when there is nothing to hold on...
ive lost all hope all faith in my world,
my whole center is falling apart
how can i have faith, when faith is no where to be found.