Thoughts Poem by Chanda Robinson

Life has its obstacles,
it has its ups and downs
at times it puts me in a daze
but i stay focused and stand
my ground.
I try and fight these horrible
thoughts in my head
but at times it overcomes me and
I toss and turn all night in my bed.
will my life ever be back to before,
it feels as if im living in a dream..
why do i feel like theres something missing,
something more...
I have a love that will last a lifetime,
I feel safe when hes near
but these thoughts creep in my head
I dont know what my mind is trying to
find...
Self control and security is what i reach
out for...
my love, my family is what i want more