My Failure (I Am Not A Good Friend) Poem by Malaya Roses

My Failure (I AM NOT A GOOD FRIEND)
© 2012 Malaya Roses

These are the tears..
Pouring along the sorrow and sadness
Within miseries I found you
Sweetest shine from a frosty land
Alive with joy
Hidden within was bursting tonight
So I am crying
For my weakness
Partly selfish ignorance
Over you, I am always late
giving help
giving love
I am empty for hollow in you
I am breaking
For every loneliness you ever had
I am sorry dearly
God knows blade at my heart
About you I care
Dearly love
is always for you...
My darling bella.....

14/03/2010
0225hrs

n/b:
This poem was written while I was crying over my dearest friend who want to end her life & I must blame my helplessness and my currently stagnant situation had resulted a suicide attempt.