My Handmade Fate Poem by A J.

I hurt you
As if throwing arrows at your soul
Or crushing your heart with a hammer
In the most cruel manner
I let myself get so low
By taking out my pain on you
By becoming an aggressor
And your heart's stresser
I understand the pain I caused
And in those moments I should have paused
To wake myself up and understand
What I was doing to you
Not being a loving husband
I know it seems now it's too late
To be your love and continue anew
I accept my handmade fate
Just know all my wrong I eschew
And I trust and love you