My Life In Europe Poem by MASIREH sanyang

when i wake up in the morning, all i see is vanity.
working in the feezing cold in search of prosperity.
hoping that God will intervene and make things easier in his supreme divinity.
walking towards centresoft, hoping that bill gates will employ me in microsoft.
when i look at my family,
i wish life would have being more lively
I see my mum, my dad and the rest of my heritage suffer, i just hope life can never get tougher.
I went through fairly traumatic situations but its a learning lesson, for God is my only source of inspiration, and i love him with so much passion.
i came to Europe believing that things can get better, but as it is it seems its here to stay forever.
when i hear people say its hard in europe, i thought it was a joke, but now it seems am choked.
I never had a responsibility of my own, but solving them now makes me yawn.
I just hope God can come down and tell me what is wrong, for am losing patience and weakness is becoming strong.
I walk around trying to give my CV's away, we dont have a job' thats all they say, its really making me live my life by the day.