My Lonely Nights Poem by Arfa Iris

my lonely nights,
are never ending plights.
time moves on like a slug,
every thing stings like a bug.
alert on every little sound,
thinking may be he is around.
every second and minute staring at the clock,
and hoping now he will knock.
every time my heart drop,
tears roll down and pains like flog.
i keep wiping my tears,
kill all my fears.
and wish to disappear from this place,
to get some solace.
because there is no single person here,
who can wipe off my tear.
i feel lone and think all the love in fake,
all these illusions keep me awake.
and i curse myself whole night,
for i cant stand this plight.
fed up of all tears and heart ache,
feel like my life is in stake.
it became routine to mess up in plights,
i pray and plea to get rid of this lonely night.