My Poems Are All The Same? ? ? Poem by Eman Awad

I've never chosen my name,
choices were few in my life.
But i chosed to play the game,
i chosed you to share my life.
Since i felt i'm in love with you,
all i ever had was given for your heart.
All the happiness i felt through,
my dreams, my ending and my start.
Did you worth it all?
my heart awaits and it understands.
Will i take this fall?
and i know it's so out of my hands.
When you felt that i'm the one,
what did i do to make you feel this way?
For if my charms weren't gone,
i'm ready to do it all over again today.
I can't stop denying,
when i feel, you'll be mine again.
I can't quit crying,
when my poems are all the same,
and i'm slowly going insane..
Will we return and forever is the end?
for i can't go on with my life any time now.
My poems are the same and i can't pretend,
no one woke me from this nightmare yet,
and no one will wake me some how...