My Reflection Poem by Stone Meyers

I hate to see him go away,
and i hate the goodbyes he says.
I hate it when he tries to laugh and smile
(he suffers a lot, i know that old style)
He loves me anyway
but i am not assured with the i love you that he says,
I know that he is running after another
but i do not want to show him i am bothered
(he doesn't want me, i know that)
but, of course, i do not want to be thrown away like that
because i will die with hatred and sadness
(he doesn't care, he doesn't even mind my loneliness)
I love him and i hate him
(but please don't you ever tell him)
he's right beside me but it seems to me he isn't there
(he doesn't care, he doesn't care, he doesn't care)
I hate him, i hate him, i hate him
but as stupid as it seems, i got used loving him