i am tired
of being the one
in control
the one who
makes the decisions
the reasonable one
the responsible one
I want to let loose
and let go
to dropp everything
and do whatever
say whatever,
even if it hurts
someone else’s feelings
I want to rebel
against every
'should'
'must' and
'ought'
every obligation
every expectation
I want to disappoint and
revel in that
disappointment
I want to banish
other’s need
and expectation for me
to be and
do whatever
it is they need
I want to
let someone else
be in control and
yet still rebel against them
I want to
rob
steal and
lie
I want to take
and grab hold of
the destiny that is mine
I want to be responsible
to myself
and no one else
I want to be
unfaithful and
never again
be committed
to anything other than
the present moment
I want to
go wherever
do whatever
fuk whomever
I want to not care
about the consequences
I want to break
every rule of decency
and create new ones for
indecent
amoral
deplorable behavior
I want to
not care what
others think
to live without
conscience
and die
without regret
I want so much,
I want everything
and what I want most
is to authentically be me
without apology
This poem has not been translated into any other language yet.
I would like to translate this poem
I agree about important of being yourself...and I think you can be yourself without being all by yourself. Take care