My Suicidal Game Poem by Brenda Caldera

Captured by the desolation
Living under the rules of death
The passionate fire
This addiction that burns inside my brain

Surrounded by my regrets
The decisions that I couldn’t hide
Bleeding out the pain
That only brings me to shame

Losing myself
With this desirable punishment
Vanishing with patience
But surviving with agony

Falling slowly and slowly
I try to let loose
But the weakness that I have
Tells me to lay here

Pouring out the darkness in me
Leaving my dangerous being
Crying out for my salvation
And began to yell for their forgiveness

Applauding for my distinguish death
As I fail to stay alive
Being a huge disaster
By being their full entertainment

My spirit flows with this confusion
As I began to face my fate
Hanging under the ruins
Of my suicidal game