: -) Never After...: '-( Poem by skyy downing

as my pink manicured nails dial the number I try so hard to forget,

regret paints a cinnimon taste across my tougne,

fist swung,

whose in the wrong?

infactuation turned to a taboo obsession,

those ones that knows you the most couldnt prepare you for this lesson,

second guessing,

heading in the dicrection,

of self inflicted depression,

because goin back and forth knowing,

our tarnished love is lost in between resintment and insecurity,

but in the same breath wanting you close to me,

as we imbrace those unforgetable memories take place,

causing us to space away,

back into a place of who to blame,

you lied to me,

you never confied in me,

bout how when trust wasent a factor,

sad souls replace our smiles and laughter,

disconneting this call because I dont need a never happy after...