Never Asked Doubts Poem by chettur aishwarya shrivastav

The things I want to change,
are the ones which I dearly love,
choices I have is not a wide range,
Oh! I just wonder why every path has a curve

I take decisions straight from heart,
Really sometimes it becomes quite painful,
Why can't I listen to my mind &
Why I can't be logical

Sometimes I want to scream aloud,
But then my scream has no sound,
Its hard to stay on my ground,
When people cut me down

When promises I have to break quick,
That raining memories make me go sick,
When people need me, Im near,
But when I need to cry, why don't they hear

When new problems are born,
And they never tell you in which form
I wish love was much easy to send,
i don't know whether I''ll stand till end.

Walking in sun- soaked afternoon,
preparing to release from my cocoon,
But how do I forget moments,
I wish I could ride life my way.

Life is quite confusing to be,
can't wait to see the real me,
It becomes tough to be happier and live a day,
When some thoughts just don't go away

I am there when some want to share,
But when I want to talk,
probably anyone care,
I know my problems aren't that bad,
But for some unknown reason I still feel sad.

Sometimes I've to smile to hide my fears,
But inside I want to burst into tears,
Its is harder to decide to what's wrong and what's right,
Answers seem far away from my sight.

Still in my life this quest will not end,
I wish everyone has a friend for bitter end,
I hope it becomes easy to get a new start,
And to live with a kind & heart!