Never Hope.. That Is What She Said Poem by Mark Anthony Mendoza

I got emotional, I got careless…
Burst of fire rage into my heart yesterday
Though I never wanted it to happen that way
But at least the truth has been reveled

Never hope, the last parting words you said
So strong, so confident you unleash your emotion
I wasn’t expecting it, it seems you are so far away now
Or it was your best defense to what the truth is all about

Never hope? Do you know what it is I’m hoping for?
Do you know what’s behind for all the truth I’ve been talking?
How come you said those words.. you don’t have an idea what’s going on
Or maybe that way you could feel more better for yourself.

We all blame people for leaving if they the one who said goodbye…
Never consider the reason why that day had come.
Do you think it was easy… Do you think that is what I wanted to happen?
Now you are saying to stop HOPING?

But if that is what you wanted me to do… then be it done
I will stop hoping for you to get a good life….
I will stop hoping for you to reach your dreams…
I will stop hoping for the love that you want…
I will stop hoping to love you more and more…
Now is this the hope you want me to stop?

Because If you think im hoping for us to be together again, you are wrong
I know how far you are right now, I know how concealed you are now
I would never be in your life again… because that is what you have chosen…
The reason im not hoping my girl..
But for you to know… im not hoping but I wish God will consider my wish to be granted again.