Never Mine Poem by Eman Awad

Yes, i'll be missing him so,
i'll linger his smiles and words.
I'll regret the moment i let him go,
feeling the pain grows and hurts.
I'll be watching him fine,
because i know he'll get over me.
I couldn't believe he was never mine,
and happy again i'll never come to be.
I'll pretend it's nothing to be sad for,
i'll pass him by and wave as i smile.
And i'll return around as i did before,
but he won't, as i wait for a while.
They'll tell me to forget,
and they'll tell me to move on.
But his smile i'll always regret,
without his words i won't carry on.
He'll talk to others,
the words i prayed to hear.
He'll talk to others,
i'll see him through my tears.
He'll smile and walk around,
and no one will dare to ask how.
I'll stand on the same ground,
wishing to fall dead right now.
I shouldn't cry because i lost,
some thing i thought that i had.
I fell in love and my life's the cost,
then, why am i feeling so sad?
He lied to me all the lies,
and he used my poor, kinded heart.
He knew that i'm weak before his eyes,
and before my eyes i was torn apart.
I loved him but i saw a sign,
i saw more than a sign that he isn't for me.
I couldn't believe he was never mine,
and hurt again i came to be...