Never Will Be Mine Poem by Zoe Allen

I'm still in love with you
I just can't get you out of my mind
I want it back the way it was
The time when I was your kind
I never once left your side
I still consider you as my best friend
I kept my promise and my promise was
I'd never let us come to an end
I still have dreams about you
How I wish that they'd come true
I always wake up crying though
Cause now I mean nothing to you
I feel like I'm invisible
You don't even notice me
You go on with life as if nothing happened
While I question my less than three
why do I still love you?
Why won't you love me back?
If I were to travel back in time,
Would you ever take me back?
It's so hard to hide my feelings
You go for weeks without talking to me
Deep down inside it's killing me
But that's something you'll never see
You'll never understand how I feel for you
Or realize what could have been
I try and try to get over you
But I just fall again
You don't even try to love me back
You have left and have gone
I'll still hold you in my heart
But you'll never be my Sean

(11-13-2011)