No Idea Why? Poem by lia bee

You still havent left my mind and this shakes me to the core
My heart that i thought was healed seems to still be sore
I told you we were over, I got my little bit of closure
So why do i still think of you? Why do i feel regret?
When i know that what you said is all lies
I know this through experience, i cant belive a word you say
Why wont my heart let you go?
My mind is screaming you cant stay as i try to find someone new
My heart sends images of you, my mind races with questions and worries
that no one will understand me the way you do,
When i was with you i felt protected like i never had before
like nothing could ever hurt me while you were standing at the door,
I felt so safe and wanted when you would look at me like only you could,
You were drawing me in with those lying eyes fo yours,
Common sense tells me to sto, To not go back there again
But when i fall asleep at night, I dream of those lying eyes
and i have no idea why? ? ?