How Could You? Poem by lia bee

how could you leave me to fall down and not come to help me up?
how can u have so little time when we have gone through so much?
how can you not see through my mask like you used to do so well?
did our friendship mean so little to you?
was it all just pretty words?
to make us all feel a little better when we feel asleep at night,
but i cannot just blame you, for you have your own problems too,
how can we have so little to say?
when so much is going unnoticed
and what will i do if in a while i find i cannot walk without you,
what will i do if i fall to the ground and no one evens sees,
what if im the tragic case you hear about before you go to sleep
what if no one else listens or no one else understands
will i be left all alone with a cruel device in hand
so what happend to our friendship and all of our chats
for i cant save us this time,
and you are to busy to notice that i am trying to save myself,
but always know that the door will be open for you
and i will always be there to talk,
but dont blame me if when you decide
there will only be a slab of rock.