No One Can Ever Love Me Poem by Monique Leo

No one can ever love me

I am much too broken as broken can be

Never has my soul felt so at ease

Although I still have those thoughts about putting poison in your tea

But little did you see that this would be all too much for me

That is what happens when you do not let things be

I can promise you this is me at my worst. But not until I put this noose around me first

I can not escape this bed, from what all these thoughts put inside my head

All my nights weeping at the knees, I swear you are the worst disease

How much more can I take? I want to leave.

Oh darling I'm finding it oh so hard to breathe

But please do not feel sorry for sad old me

Because nobody could ever love me