Not Better For Me. Poem by pringle popper

Gosh today I'm angry,
Angrier than ever before,
You should be very careful,
Before throwing stones at glass walls,
I think your being callous,
And I don't deserve that,
None of this is my doing,
He's acting like a tw*t,
There's only so many times,
We can blame his mental state,
He was never an angry person,
So why does he show me so much hate?
When all I did was love him,
But he lied right to my face,
So why is everybody,
Continuously on my case?
I never asked him to leave,
Or take all his things,
So none of this is better for me,
So why do you see it as some king of win?
It's true what he said,
I am completely broken,
And he crushed my heart even more,
With every word that was spoken,
I'm not sure how I'm living,
I'm just going through the motions of life.
I get up, I go to work,
And then I cry myself to sleep at night.