Not Excepted Poem by Jade Just me

It's not me anymore
Thats what they say
I cant even shut my door
for they dont trust me anyway
i want to be treated like i used to be
but since i came out of the hospital
nothing will be the same
they say its impossible
cuz they think i'm still insane
all i did was cut myself
and take a couple pills
now i've got nothing left
suicidal atempts left me ill
no one excepts me anymore
they say i'm not normal
i cant stand my family anymore
the whole thing has become 'formal'
i am done with it all
i cant hold the world on my shoulders
the pressure and the weight is making me fall
and i'll still carry it when i'm older