I feel terrible every time I break someone's heart,
I feel terrible each time I pretend it is okay.
I feel terrible when I rather have him stay.
I feel terrible when I really want to say yes.
I feel terrible when I answer every question as some random guess.
I feel terrible when I can't say I love you the same.
I feel terrible when you think I play you like some sort of game.
I feel terrible when I want to hold you,
I feel terrible when I yearn to hear your voice,
I feel terrible that I rather feel your hands, your lips, and hair.
I feel terrible at night when all I can give myself is a tear.
I feel terrible most when I toss and turn in my bed at night knowing you're not here.
I feel terrible knowing some other girl is there.
I feel terrible that I need you here.
I feel terrible knowing I pushed you away.
I feel terrible that I really wanted you to really stay.
I feel terrible…
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I would like to translate this poem
I feel terrible when I want to hold you, I feel terrible when I yearn to hear your voice, I feel terrible that I rather feel your hands, your lips, and hair. love and its reaction, the mind, all a mystery. you have depicted this mystery in this poem........ thank you dear poetess. tony