Not Here Poem by Estrella Resendez

your not here to say i forgive you
or talk me through my hardest nights
your not here to make your promise come true
the words i held onto when life shut down my lights

your not there on the other line
for every time i tried to call
your not there 4 me to call you mine
a once big brother Paul

the place in my heart where I'd find you
is slowly starting to be gone
its sad because i don't want to forget you
but your slipping away with dawn

the laughs i relive
and the cry's i re-cry
my heart i would still give
if your presence could just revive

i need you in your place
to always be there when i look
but my heart begins to race
to see your gone and everything of me you took