Not Myself Poem by Evelina kononenko

A strange feeling has hit my soul.
I cannot breath or think.

My tears are slowly coming onto my eyes, with fear and sadness.
I try to fly free but I'm caged up and held tightly by the evil.

Far away is my happiness, darkness covers my love.
Spiritually I'm drained, emotionally I'm forgotten.

I cannot take another step without support, without care, without love.
I'm confused, terrified and lost.

Pain go away, this is not me.
I cannot sit and wait.
Just go away, I need myself back.

I give up.