Not Sure Poem by Hope Bennett

I don't know
who I am anymore,
I've been sewn shut
from you.
I'm so sick
of all the lies,
I believe they're
the truth.

I don't want
to be alone,
I've taken
my last breaths.
I guess this is
'so long',
the beginning
of my
death.

I'm sorry I've
waited this long
to tell you
what's been wrong.
I guess this is
'so long',
the beginning
of my
death.

You said:
I won't let you close
your eyes,
don't die,
you're blind
to this paradise.

I won't let you
lose your life,
open your eyes,
retry your life.

Don't go tonight,
this isn't right,
let's fight,
we'll see the light.

You always said
'There's a light
at the end
of this tunnel.'
I finally see
the light,
my fate train.

But before it came
dropped my blade to my veins
allowing pain to drain.
I mend my rope
just enough
to let go and hang.

You left me
to my fate train.
In a way
I still won,
but I'm done
and you're to blame.

i found the lies
where the sun won't shine.
In the tunnel,
behind your eyes.
The day will come
when you die,
it'll be a suprise
who you'll find.
After you close your eyes,
your eyes are mine.