Not That Bad Poem by Alyssa Ray

'Your life can't be that bad' She says
I glare
As I think
Why don't you live my life for a day?
Why don't you see what goes through my head?
See what blood lust I have
See what I want to do
But don't
'You're weird' She tells my best friend
When I hear this
I know why
Because I broke down
Because I couldn't bite my lip anymore
And let it bust and bleed
I need to shed those tears
Becasue I'm not strong anymore
I can't face my fears anymore
So I needed to
I want to scream it
Why don't live my life for a day?
Why don't you see how hard it is to keep it all in?
See why I want to cut
See what makes me break down
You wouldn't believe it
And what about the girl living behind the cloak?
She's always with me
She's got it even worse than me
Live her life
You wouldn't be able to do it
Would you?
That's what we thought
Now, Tell us our life isn't bad
Now tell us we're weird because we're emo
Deal with it
And live your life
Because it's alot easier than hers
And alot easier than mine

Special thanks goes out to Rachelle! She has it worse than me yet she takes all my problems. Thank you rachelle, and I'm sorry!