Not The End Poem by walter nguyen

cold dark thoughts of suicide run through my mind
feel like taking it all leaving it all behind

i cannot see my life continuing in time
i feel i deserve to die living is my crime

paranioa has once again taken over me
one day i will forget this you will all see

life always has its ups and downs
all those smiles and sad sad frowns

hopefully i will see more of you my friend
cause this cant be it this wont be the end