Not The Simple Life Poem by Dwayne Banks

This poem is to you Father, the Man that I trust
I need to break it down - this is a must
The actions that I embarked on did include drugs
I have to get away from the simple life of thugs
My children are our treasure, I have lost the key
Please know I'll get them back, this one is on me
Please accept my apology, but don't leave it at that
I have been in the big leagues, now I've lost my bat
My life needs a change and this I am well aware
The thoughts and the pain is something I will bear
I have a hard road with many curves ahead
I've had many sleepless nights, in a County bed
I know I should have listened to stories that you told
You're a very wise man, and no you're not too old
This has changed my life and has burdened you
Just know, please - right now, I am feeling blue
I'm still a young man and you instilled in me
Keep doing what you can until you find the key
My behaviors getting better, actually day by day
I know I need to do this, there is no other way
I will say one thing Father, my life will get straight
I pray to the Lord…I hope it's not too late.