Nothing Else Matters Poem by Emily Casbourn

I cant explain it I’ve tried my heart keeps breaking in two
when I’m thinking of who i want i know its wrong but in the end its right
yet while i sit thinking of tomorrow the sun sets,
my heart flies across the room and for once it feels whole but not truly.
if i had the courage the heart to fight and make it right i would but until they know i cant think straight.
I need my light back i need the strength
im falling apart at the seems and i cant be fixed right.
god if i could i would say it out loud
but nothing means more to me than how i feel
I am standing here thinking about it
Never really ready too
don't ask what i mean
i wont and can't explain this now
I don’t know how anyone would understand this at all
I am sorry, everything feels wrong and right and upside down