Nothing Really Poem by Rue Kendra

I know what I did to you. But you're so kind to not remind me. The I told you was so out of context. The way I spoke- insensitive. Do you not see I've hurt myself just as much? That I suffer just as you did. But, then, then you were ok. Infact you seemed to be great. Without me. I see how I deserve this yet, I don't deserve this. I'm lucky that its not rubbed in my face. But I still see it. God I love you. If you only knew how regretful I am of that time. At least I didn't lie to you. Please give me credit for that at least? It's funny how so long can be ended so quickly. There's a hole in my heart. So when you spoke to me again, what did you expect? I was overjoyed and I couldn't hide it. Still a little confused though, you know, since you have that pretty thing falling all over you. Will I ever get a second chance my lovely? Oh how I hope for the day. The day you let me back into your beautiful heart. I miss you. That's a given. I want you. That's the truth. And I need you. So badly. And thats obvious. So obvious you must see it. And you do don't you? But you don't care. Or maybe your in pain. Who am I to judge... I just want to have you back. There's only so many times a person can say sorry.