he promised me things i always wanted
he promised our life would be started
he told me he loved me, he wanted me back
said that he needs me, to love him just like that
but i did love him so much it had hurt
hurt to know he was gone probly with her
2,000 miles away we would sleep
he would linger always in my dreams
i hoped for the day when he would come home
but all that would happen is bieng left alone
and one weekend he came to visit
surprised me and my life glistened
and i made a promise to him, i would save
myself for him for the day
when he would return and love me forever
but it turned out he loved me never
and my whole life was destroyed
all because of a stupid boy
who just wanted me for sex
and he has it burned in his head
and he called me back just the other day
i wasnt there but what would i have said
he broke me, and choked me, left to die
and unlike him i have a knowledgable eye
but now all i do today is think
and suddenly my heart slowly sinks
my new love is saying words just the same
as he who my heartbreak can blame
who can i trust in holding my heart
who can i trust to take to the stars
and my heart is failing thinking of you
and im so scared of what i should do
i dream about a day when we come together
but im afraid that it wont be forever
and im deadly afraid of what he did to me
but you are not him, and now i can see...
This poem has not been translated into any other language yet.
I would like to translate this poem