October Third Poem by Amy Lynn

No matter what happens
I'll never forget
And I know when I'm old
I'll never regret
Homecoming night
All alone in the room
Together we sat
Our hearts made the tune

I was scared
I was dumb
You kissed me
I went numb
I wanted you
You wanted me
Blinded by lust
We just couldn't see

I was learning
As you taught me
20 seconds
My mind fought me
You begged please
I said no
It wasn't bad
But I didn't know

As we lay
In each other's heat
Our bodies shivered
On top of the sheet
It started to get hot
And we started to sweat
And you told me things
That I just didn't get

But it was okay
Or so you said
As we lay there
On the guest bed
I still felt so dumb
Like it was all wrong
But you liked the feeling
You got all along

But then they came home
And we were found out
I ran to the bathroom
And I wanted to shout
I felt so dumb
As I searched all around
For something that I
Never even found

But I couldn't speak
Couldn't find not a word
To explain how I felt
On October third