Oh Please Flash Blue. No? God. Okay. I'Ll Wait. Poem by Desiree Whitamore

i can't explain the wrenching
i can't explain the pain.
i can't formulate any words
to keep pushing you away.

i've really tried my hardest
i've done everything he's done
i've really tried to repel you
but you get what you want.

so maybe you should win
maybe my stubborness should subside
maybe i'll relinquish control
instead of trying to hide.

no. its not making any sense.
i'm about to fall asleep
but you have to fall first
you can't abandon me.